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Il ferait volontiers de la terre un débris
Et dans un bâillement avalerait le monde

When I came here, it was for stability. My life was as open as these things get, and I was ripping apart, so I delimited. As I depart here, to some degree it is refreshing to see the familiar yawn of the abyss. In other ways, it was very nice, if uncomfortable, to be nailed to a wall for four years. It was, after all, a wall that I chose. For the most part, these familiar feelings, since I have changed so much, are unsettling. I feel like I was a broker between the powers of chaos and order, and now I have lost all contact with the agents of chaos. I will deal with the freedom much differently now. I wonder how uncomfortable it will be for the person I have become.

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On April 22nd, 2009 05:41 pm (UTC), scheiny commented:
congrats! and good luck :)
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On April 22nd, 2009 06:42 pm (UTC), radanax commented:
how was that oral you had?
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On April 22nd, 2009 09:12 pm (UTC), hallway_light replied:
If I do say so myself, I did very well. Mr. Townsend tells me he was impressed, and that is a better outcome than I expected.
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On April 22nd, 2009 11:29 pm (UTC), radanax replied:
awesome!
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